My consciousness is killing me
Awareness is a nightmare I guarantee
Why am I like this and how do I exist ?
Is my existence an anomaly I resist ?
My brain is a nonstop overthinking machine
Distraction is my medicine "benzodiazepine"
I decided to escape reality
Insanity keeps me sane in my fantasy
Let me pretend to be a fool to be set free
Can you freeze my intelligence to 0 degree?
I’m a captive of my own brain hell
Trapped in my mind cell
Caged in my sorrow
Wishing for a better tomorrow
Let me break out of this cage
Lie about my age and live like a teenage
Let them think I’m stupid
All I want is to feel lucid
Life is a lie I don’t want to understand
I got so many perceptions to life on my hand
We are living an illusion we call life
Where death is the only guarantee stabbing you like a knife
How can you be dumb to believe in a world with no meaning ?
Just enjoy the ride and stop overthinking
It’s not easy to be happy when you know you can’t be fooled
Being one step ahead in the game is emotionally exhausting my mood
The life changing magic of prioritizing joy over annoy
Is my gift to you to learn how to enjoy
The simple key to contentment for you to unlock
Funny how everything goes your way when you stop giving a fuck.
Copyright © By Houda Chami
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